Oh, the ghastly sunlight!

Rearview Mirror

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 02:19:02 +0300

Just don’t be there again

This is my solemn prayer

As I curl myself back into

The dropped stitches

Of tightly wound sentiment

Again

Regretting

Wounds weep from careless cliff diving

As the scent pulsing

At your neck’s intersection

Levitates all reason

Tripping me into the abyss

Again

Miscalculating

Crushed lungs wont expand

Nor can wrung out arms cling

Precarious handholds are lost

To a second’s distraction

As I tumble into your timbre

Again

Aspiring

Rise

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 01:43:25 +0300

amusealex:

How to love
From the dark corner
The base camp-below the clouds?

How to summit the bliss
From the bottom of the bucket
So full on empty ?

Straight walls
Slip my grip
And I lose the gleam
And will
To rise

Crumpled desire to transcend
Requires the unfurling
Of steady hand

The pale moon lover
Can’t hold flesh in moonbeams
And drifts back toward
His harem of stars

Under your spell

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 01:37:29 +0300

You were slipping away
Into the silver trickle
Of late afternoon’s
Brittle embrace

But stopped
Because dreams
Were in my eyes
As were yours

The table couldn’t stop us
While we burned and yearned
‘Neath pleasantly discoursed
Truth

Returning to a room where
Others die
Glowing golden in synchronicity
Against eyes broadcasting -

-Suspicion
Our innocence uncomfortable
Our love inexplicable

Lets leave them to their theories
They are not us
We are stellar
We could be
We should be
Us

Rise

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 10:15:42 +0300

How to love
From the dark corner
The base camp-below the clouds?

How to summit the bliss
From the bottom of the bucket
So full on empty ?

Straight walls
Slip my grip
And I lose the gleam
And will
To rise

Crumpled desire to transcend
Requires the unfurling
Of steady hand

The pale moon lover
Can’t hold flesh in moonbeams
And drifts back toward
His harem of stars

Try

Sat, 25 May 2013 20:54:48 +0300

Just try-
Fill ingratitude with grace
Bend the rules
Pour the wine
Refuse the oily serpent
Even a glance
Don’t cry
Even as you fade
It’s all mirrors
Behind the smoke

Hey so I wanted to let you know that I used your poem Drowning in my art project thing. I tagged you in it and I thought you should know. I hope that's ok

Fri, 24 May 2013 08:34:29 +0300

No problem, I am honored. X

The Plight Of Breathing

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 12:44:00 +0300

I stop to breathe

You hold me in

Your silences

You take my air

When you

Are near

Can I breathe

In your mayhem

And make you

Whole?

Photo

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 23:42:03 +0300

Arrested

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 16:21:00 +0300

Rock bottom is a serpent

That squeezes joy, hope

And all its sisters

From my husk

It’s the cold smell of piss

At four in the morning

While I wonder whether

I have the strength

To hang myself

With my stockings

From the bars of a cell

Strewn with scratchy blankets

Sanitary pads and pain

Sobering up to life

Still there

Just beyond the shackles

Of the self imposed

Misdemeanor

It feels like death

I pray for death

Strangled by a pair of leggings

In a puddle of piss

And despair

Shame can’t be hidden

In the fingerprints,

the court date

The bruised elbow

From where the evidence

Was sucked into a tube

Death attempt failed

The sun is cruel today

Drive drunk

Just don’t survive

Photo

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:34:13 +0200

One

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:30:00 +0200

So cold in this room

Massively wrapped in suckers

My tentacles shrink-inking

Away from a life

That cloys

And holds-

To explode into stars

And burn

And scorch everything

Would be pansies

On cakes-

And the after bliss

The mini mort-

I will lie gasping the galaxies

Sipping oceans

Of planets

One by delicious

One as their yolks

Clog me

Photo

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 23:50:35 +0200

Go South

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 16:50:00 +0200

More than sun

And earth

And trees

Compared to daffodils

But surpassing

Is there a spring field?

Anywhere

That can eat

My dreams

Or a wintery one

That can steal

My screams?

I live among the undead

All of you.

Will you lie

Or breathe deep

I would

I need cheap

I need it deep

Photo

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 15:45:02 +0200

Mistaken

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 15:40:00 +0200

You are too beautiful

To be ignored

I can’t believe that

It happens every day

Imagining I were

All that

So beautiful

How could I write?

With no angst

I bury myself

In past regrets

Hurts

Hells

That is how

To be exactly

Unbeautiful.

Photo

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 14:26:16 +0200

Mirror

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 14:24:48 +0200

I am your Sodom and Gomorrah

Your precious nightmare

With pretty smile

I destroy

Even as I seek

To help

I am delusion

The intrusion

That seeks to break

Your you

Contrived from words

And joy

Yet

Knows nothing

As you spin

And I cut

Your silken web

Drink some more

Laugh with friends

It all ends

With me

Photo

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 10:12:40 +0200

Ghost Of Love

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 10:07:00 +0200

There is a calm that soaks like

Something bigger, wetter

More infused with

The unwritten,

The unmentioned,

Cast aside and

Ignored

Takes me by surprise and

Squeezes every nerve,

Every breath,

Every hope

Of hoping for

Hatred

Familiar face,

Oh your body

Was my map home.

There is a new freckle

Just below your collar

And you smell like winter

You don’t smell like mine

Contrived to scented

Someone else

Your smile

Doesn’t reach

Your eyes

Fish eyes swish

Away in a gold car

Not bought

By your own breath

Sweetly drawn

For means-

Not yours

Waiting Room

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 11:53:51 +0200

I loved you as my eyes opened

Perceiving my birth

With the confusion that made me

Still I loved

Though you hid in rocks

You were just beyond touch

You are there

Just beyond the twitch

Of my nose

Your arms around me in dreams

Still you are there

Waiting

While I wait

And love